Dear Valentine

I always wanted to feel the real joy of valentines’ day. I knew I could not have it for these many years only because being in relationship is not as easy and quick as loving someone. When we love we just love we don’t anticipate any future events that may put us in disappointment but while being in a relationship we should ideally think about all angles of a particular action which will bear upon the life of the person in relationship with. I never had the patience which another major reason for failing to continue a relationship with a woman for a considerable length of period.

I was searching without tiredness for someone who may bring some differences in my life not mere sexually but as a good replacement of persons I had met and could have learnt so many things if we had not parted our ways with.

A “Hi” and my request to her asking her to direct me towards thendral coloney while I was pretending as if I had lost my way – is how it all began. We both loved each other and infact shared every of our past life events with each other, hoping will fill in the gap made for the period we hadn’t met. I was not aware she too like me was searching for someone to replace her missing dear and loved one. The only difference between us was that I lost my love till I found it in her but she didn’t. I cant describe how hard it is to one when the woman whom you love, loves you too but has her heart for someone else. I took it as a test and began practicing. Practiced not to let my heart suffer or go weak when the day it becomes clear what my role actually is.

But after-all love is without expectation isn’t? Love is universal and the varieties are many. I ofcourse love her and she loves me to. There ends the matter. I don’t care what she dress she wears how she wears or how she talks or behaves or what she likes and what she doesn’t. I am happy she is there to call me up and say how much she loves me and how much I mean to her and how much she values me.